is suicide worth it?

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Ah.. It's a trick question. It all comes down to if you wanna live like some hardcore ballsy man or die like a bitch. Personal preference we don't WTF is happening with you we can just say life is precious and some shit cause of human tendency of being nice or giving hope to someone is lost. Man up do what needs to be done. Fuck other. Trust me it's way better. 

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I have read through all the responses. and they are mostly sweet and sincere. We could all use more sweetness and sincerity in our lives. Seeing as you are though, by your own admission a coder and since coding is the only thing that brings you happiness; I am assuming you are pretty good at lt. So how about we break down the premise of your question logically, kind of like a coding project.

First off, does society have the right to stop you from committing suicide as you would; supposedly,  remove your "worth" from society if you are allowed to do so? Well, seeing as, we're not committing people for becoming a hermit off the grid; which essentially has the same socioeconomic impact on the society as a whole. I don't think that particular argument holds much water. 

The next argument goes something like this. I am sure you have heard this: suicide is a permanent solution to a so-called temporary problem. Of course, this line of thinking assumes that our level of happiness or satisfaction with our lives would increase as time goes on. Which is sadly, demonstrably false. There have been quite a few studies on the subject and the meta-analysis clearly shows that. and I'm I am summarizing in very broad strokes here; our level of satisfaction with our lives and our sense of fulfilment stays more or less the same throughout our adult lives. Remember though I'm not talking about diagnosable personality disorders or any other psychological conditions that could precipitate bouts of deep depressions. if you have been checked out by a few competent professionals and have not been diagnosed with any such conditions, the general level of sadness that you have felt through your adulthood is your baseline level of happiness. 

Let me be very clear, I'm not encouraging you in any shape or form to end your life. I have had debilitating psychological conditions and other health issues throughout my life and have tried to commit suicide. I have had friends I would have taken a bullet for ending their lives and I've seen people; lovely, unique, kind, brave, singularly good people end their lives and have been utterly helpless to help them in any way shape or form. So no. I don't think it is “worth” for you to end your life but that is beside the point. the point is that it is “your” life and if you are in such a place that you are seriously considering ending it; platitudes and faux positivity is hardly going to help you. I'm assuming you are an intelligent, reasonable human being who has thought through this at length and has come to no clear answers. More bad news, you see there are no clear answers to your question. and anyone who says otherwise is either trying to convince themselves or trying to sell you something.

So why bother with any of this. I read through your comments again and again and this is what stuck out to me the most. Not all the reasons that bring you sadness but the fact that there is one thing that does bring you happiness; coding. My skills on the subject are absolutely rudimentary but I've had the pleasure of knowing some who were truly great on the field at their time, and from talking with them I've come to understand it as a creative field full of endless potential to accomplish great deeds. Perhaps some of the greatest humanity itself would ever lay claim to. All this to say if you could have chosen one field where the potential for personal growth was immeasurable you'd be hard-pressed to do better.

You already know in your bones the pains you endure every day.  I've tried my best to demonstrate this pain is not going to go away. That is not how any of this works. But as you yourself have professed, you do know how to feel happiness. Any you have managed to find that happiness in a worthy pursuit. You can build from that. Use that as a bedrock to slowly expand your world. The pain is not going to go away. But you can make yourself into a person more capable of carrying that burden; existing in a world more worthy of that sacrifice, more worthy of you. May your fights be spectacular, your rest well earned.

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Don't do it man. Suicide may seem like an easy option when life gets hard but just pull through and it will get better.

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i mean my life sucks, i have friends who dont even defend me when something happens, family who treats me like trash, im ugly and the only thing that brings happiness in my life is coding. So is suicide worth it?

don’t do it man. U might be thinking that at the moment, but life changes. Remember there’s no do overs so live ur life to the fullest. Don’t give up something so precious. I hope this helped.

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No bro code some good shit and make that money to flex on them hater 

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Bro i've been in the same situation and i'm married now and fully happy, just wait, life can be a bitch sometimes

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NEVER worht it, the life offers you a variety of opportunities to enjoy. Sometimes it could be hard, there is no doubt about it, but if you take this runaway decision you won't be able to enjoy many things. No bro, it doesn't worth it. Ask for help, a psicoanalist could be great for you.

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I also asked myself that question and realized that I enjoy watching anime and coding sooo here i am 

keep coding bro its a good way to forget the past and the anime a good way to believe that you could have the life of the protagonist

I had depression for a long time, now I'm practically a psychopath (that doesn't mean I want to kill someone, search in google) I finished without much of my feelings. don't end up like me its kinda hard