I am sorry to hear that man, I am glad things have improved even if just slightly, it still makes a difference. Unfortunately I cant help with the family stuff as I myself dont have the best [font]relationship[/font] with mine, how much do you weigh/height? I can help with the bulking, if you want you can dm me duck#8724. <3
Very sad to hear bro, i don't want to lie, this is the worst years of my life everything is changing and becoming shit my friends are not even real friends idk what to do anymore and what should be done or what shouldn't be i feel like a useless piece of shit, or like an animal who has no goal in life, I wish life get better because if it doesn't then i guess this is the end for me, I wish i died long ago but ah man what a fucked up story i remember running back home from the school while it was raining i think these moments were the most peaceful in my life but today there is nothing can be done about this fucked up life, nothing is changing to the good, i wish we can survive this, In this conversation i am not talking about surviving death because dying is better than living this stupid life, since we all are going to die lets make our story a good one at least anyways i wish the best for you keep your head up and never stop, keep moving forward until you find success and don't worry about your family and friends these stuff can be fixed now focus at yourself find the issues and problems in you and try to fix them also you can ask for more help if you can't do it on your own
(09 January, 2023 - 11:26 PM)Evolot Wrote: Show More
Hello guys
I've decided to post this long time ago
but haven't posted it yet till now (for some reason)
Since I started here, my life changed like 360
I don't have to do dirty things I used to do, to get some cash
and everything is cool
But I got eaten by anxiety and mental problems
No, I'M FUCKING SERIOUS, I thought it's not a
big problem, but my customers started noticing
that something got wrong with me
I can't hold my attention, started
with speed (Not addicted, thank god), but the
fact i actually took that drug is really scary for me
I totally lost my-self, and my design style changed a lot (IT'S WAY MORE BETTER NOW, SOMEHOW)
I don't spend time with my family, I hardly have any contact, I'm constantly going out or working
all the time I'm in a world of my own and I'm constantly consumed by that feeling of anxiety, I'm feeling
like I screwed something up.
I want to beat going out with friends which I love to hang with
but they're not like me, they don't have that, and I can feel that, to solve the problem of spending money because I saved absolutely nothing
and I'm terrible with money (I don't know how to redirect it and use it)
I'm skinny and want to bulk out but don't know where to begin. I want to mend my connection with my family and start accumulating money so that I may start a business that will genuinely make me money.
I'm writing this from the bottom of my heart, so please excuse any errors in grammar or spelling; I'm not a native English speaker.
I'd want to know how you addressed these difficulties, if you had any, and provide advise on how to gain weight, save money, invest, coordinate everything, and arrange myself better in order to recapture that will and desire for work, growth, and love.
<3
