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I hope things are better for you now.. I have been dealing with major depression for 20 plus years and have attempted suicide.. I So I know where you are coming from but can't say I don't know exactly how you feel because it is different for everyone. Just know things will get better. I struggle everyday but suicide is not the answer. There are so many things in life that are amazing and maybe you have not had the opportunity to experience those. Don't give up because you do have the time to get there. People in life can let you but there are good people out there. I am sorry things have been so dark for you. I know they can get better. Just remember there is so much to life and it can turn in an instant. Please get help and never hurt yourself as you too have a story to tell and maybe someone going though the same thing that you could make a difference in their lives.. Please know you are not alone in this struggle and reach out to people.
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i mean my life sucks, i have friends who dont even defend me when something happens, family who treats me like trash, im ugly and the only thing that brings happiness in my life is coding. So is suicide worth it?
[/quote] Reach out to me if you ever need to talk. I don't have all the answers but I can listen.