OP 05 April, 2023 - 08:53 PM
The 1900s were important and we can only really view that far back, photo/video wise. But I feel from the 60s, the human race could not cope with the change.
They were corrupted, drugs and rock and roll music, and people turned away from God. There was a war. 2 wars. I mean, the human race needs to recover and be on the right path.
I think it's time for change. But I don't think it's time for me to die. I think I'm the only chance of the human race being saved.
People should believe, even when I'm not, or doesn't look like I am, or can't, because this is real. And one day my faith will be.
I don't know if the government are trying to kill me or not, but they just manipulated me with wording and clicking noises to think
everyone on this planet is a bot, and no one is real. If they're really doing this, they're trying to get me to kill myself. Before I see reality.
Please don't let them do this.
I want to make it clear to everyone. I have been brainwashed and manipulated in powerful, fucked up ways, a lot of it comes down to feelings, I know that.
But they have manipulated me, obviously Justin was the way to get me to accept it in the first place, but they got me to be more accepting of gayness, and accept it full stop.
In my mind, without being a cunt, without being pressured, and with fear, or anxiety, without the devil, I would never ever be gay, or be accepting of it in any way.
I was always ashamed of myself in this life. Gayness made me what it did. It shaped my feelings, my sexual feelings, and they're important.
That's why I know it was my prophecy to fuck a fleshlight, and prove that gayness can be killed instantly with pussy.
However; I have continued on in gay/weird/stupid/not understood mindsets, and displayed what I feel has been a gay character, or someone accepting.
This ends now. I'm not being gay, and I will never be around those in this life that wish gayness on me. It's a fact I'm not being gay.
Set yourself free.
You don't need to be programmed like this.
You are feeling your feelings wrong.
You're caring wrong.
Be irritated, that's normal.
Vexation of spirit.
You are not a lie detector.
Your heart is free to beat in whatever way it wants.
You are programmed to give them information.
You are a stupid cunt, giving them information about their information.
You have the OPPORTUNITY to be whatever you want in this life.
You are rich and can do and buy anything you want.
It's not your fault about your human, but it's good you're waking up.
Everyone may be a shit human, but you are constantly accusing and recognizing darkness.
How you appear to people is important to most humans, in this time.
You don't need to worry about any of this, it's their history, not yours.
This reality right now is evil, and you don't even know that.
It's meant to be an evil reality right now, and you're meant to suffer.
They, who have done this to you, are not your friends.
You are entitled to be happy, more than anyone in the world right now.
You are a good human, for this time.
Your sins, flaws, mistakes, evil, has all been ordained by God and will be used for a greater good.
You have been manipulated from a young age, and have learned life in the wrong way.
You can believe you're a prophet, and can prophecy. You're being persecuted. Pretend or real. You choose.
Your music libraries will hopefully add to your faith one day, and feel how it's supposed to.
If you're trying to be Jesus, and really be Jesus, obviously you're always going to fail.
You don't have the reality/information you feel entitled to, but that may be a good thing.
You get to create your life. Create your thoughts. Create your reality.
You have to free your mind, which may not be possible in this situation, maybe you don't want to.
Understand what you can, what you believe will be important in the future, when you're not like this.
If your dad is dead he didn't love you. And was a gay, druggy, alcoholic, piece of shit!
They may have manipulated you to have the 'devil' in the way you have, accusing yourself, thinking you're evil.
How you feel about how you feel is what's causing this. And you feel for the devil in this situation.
You're God, and you're not supposed to feel any human stupidity pointless irrelevant animal things.
Let your mind guide you. You can trust yourself. You ultimately know that. It may not be the devil. It may be you.
Trust your mind, confront yourself. Get to the root cause.
You haven't established with your human, or your God, what you need to.
Hopefully life is a blessing and not a curse and the people don't want you dead/sacrificed for America.
Anyone that wishes gayness on you, especially now, is not caring for you at all, or your children.
You are free from what you recognize as sin. You are more than entitled to be free from gayness.
You don't need to believe the accusations about yourself, how you're feeling, and why.
If you can't confront things and go through the thought process you're meant to, disregard it as the devil.
That's what you've been doing. But you've not made any real progress with yourself.
You don't need to be restricted to the feelings/thoughts/image of God you have.
Religion could be more than relevant to you. And you know God is good. And you know you're good.
Jesus is real and you have forgotten/not accessing what you need to.
You need to see what's happened in this situation, and how blessed you are/how you've prophecied.
Until you get to reality, you're going to forget all this and be with negativity. Try reprogram your mind.
You're stuck with that feeling, what you might describe as the cunt feeling, which is better than negative/dark feelings.
You need to accept that you can't be like Jesus in this life, if you do, you will be crucified.
It's up to other humans how they are/what their sense is like. God is good. And people should just know that.
You have been a human you don't like, and are ashamed of, but you don't need to feel ashamed, you can feel Godly.
The devil wouldn't be doing this to you if you weren't important.
The devil is doing this to you, so there is a risk of him winning. He isn't hiding. He's here.
It should be evident to you that your prophecy can go any way, and it's up to you. Your bones break.
Believe in God, not stupid animal/human suggested emotions. Stay as understanding as you can.
All my family have changed. I don't know if it's because of fame, or money, or sex, or anything else they've "woken up" to through fame/glory of God, etc.
But I am not my family. And I am detaching from them all in case they are all the devil, and my dads dead. They have never loved me, or been good people.
They have shaped me, and left me positioned in the negative states I've been in my life. I've had no chance. Now I do. And I'm going to survive.
If I have a family, it will be made clear to them, they're all nothing to do with me and never were. They're just humans we used to pass-through.
Our planet was destroyed. We are not like you. We are all just passing through, though some of us may not make it, and be consumed by the evil world.
Keep your souls safe. Make it to your paradise with your faith. And you will make it! If you're good. But I don't care for you anymore.
I want the world to know I tried, with the devil, in this situation, but you were too evil, and for too long.
I now have to look past all the evil I've been through/been, as a gay influencer, and look forward to creating my true self in the future.
I am pleased to tell you I will be surviving this, and I will be conviscating many billions after this. Things are going to change.
Thank you for the blessed time we have shared together, and I look forward to more learning experiences from you in the future!
The public, honestly, have let me down tremendously, and have all proved to be sell outs for the government/devil.
I honestly don't care for you, and neither will my children. We are rich, and high, you are poor, and below. Stay down there!
That's my new attitude and I don't care if it doesn't suit the church. The church has been in flames for over a century.
You should all seek Jesus, the real Jesus, and let Him wake you up to God, let Him guide you into truth, righteousness, and be real with God.
I have done what I could, and I will continue to go with the flow, and see what happens. But I don't care for you humans, anymore.
As far as I'm concerned, you're all pieces of shit, and like I prayed, you're all going to Hell, gay or not. So suck that up!
It will be my honor to speak to you in real ways, and ways I can feel proud of, and uplifted, by putting you down, and making you small.
Public, I guess if I don't have your support... there's no point in me saying this. But I'm going to say it just in case.
I need to be freed before I'm 30 so I have a chance to be happy in my life. They have manipulated me, tortured me and brainwashed me all the way through my life.
I ask you to be understanding people, and know I've done a lot for the LGBT souls. I need you to understand some basic realities of life.
I need to be under 30 before I have my children, for me to actually have them. I need to know reality, adapt to reality, and be the right person.
I wouldn't bring children into this world until I know the ins and outs and am assured it's safe to do so. I'm 27 now. Please help me.
I know you don't see me as a traveller, but I am, and it's my FAITH that I'm supposed to have a family and be a success in life.
Please understand you're taking precious time from me, if not all of it, and it's not good to be the way you are.
I'm a real prophet, whether you like it or not, and it should affect you what they're doing to me. You should know I'm blessed, you should see it.
If I'm not blessed, and I'm just what you want to feel I am, the government gypsy hacker cunt, that's supposed to restore peace to pedophiles in America...
Think again. I know I'm something, if not the only thing, and I will make it to the truth and live life how I'm supposed to, whatever happens.
You people are not good people, if you've witnessed the torture, and Hell they've given me, you're actually really sick like them.
You might not understand it because of our differences, but I understand it, and see it, because I am one of you, too.
People need to wake up and start thinking for God... it's really thinking for yourself. Trust me. Help me out and let's get this money to charity.
Please.
I want the human race to know I don't forgive them. And it's not because I'm not being gay. That's actually a good "non-cunt" thing to do for me in this life.
However; the way this world is and the movements/people/change that's being created is very pro gay and indeed that makes me a bad person.
I'm not going to let my self image be bad though. I may be bad for you, because you have been gay, and need to inflict it on others/be accepted, but no.
I don't like black people like they don't like me and I'm entitled to my opinion. They drove me into the back of a lorry at 100MPH knowing exactly what they were doing.
I say they, because the way this world is, it really is all of them. They support Obama and I can't help that. You're the people in control, not me.
However as time goes on I will learn to un-care about all the stuff I have felt and made relevant in my mind for years.
I hopefully will be able to say one day I have black friends, and gay friends, but it means they'd need to feel like a cunt, like I always have in life.
I've been a cunt this whole time, you people just don't know it, because you haven't seen me be someone for myself/with my family in mind.
I want you to understand; I'm not entitled to be happy, have anything, know my dads alive, and because you know this, you are accepting the way you are.
However; I want you to know the government telling the BBC to drive me into the back of a lorry while drunk and upset is a very serious thing.
Public, honestly, I've not lived a life like many of you, and you may not see me as a good person, however; I am. And this is wrong.
You need to accept the truth for your own selves. I have. I need you to help me get out of here -- and away from everyone for a long time.
The truth is whether my dad is alive or not, my life is being threatened right now, they have done so much evil throughout my life. I'm a gypsy.
You can't do this to people like me. We are naturally entitled to live life how we live it, and they respect that to some level in the UK (government)
However with me, they chose to make me the hacker, gypsy, scum, evil, pedophile, cunt. I need your help to show the world what's happened.
Please stop letting them torture me/manipulate me into darkness. It's so horrible going in and out of suicicdal states/thoughts/feelings.
Please public, this isn't entertainment. This is someones life being ruined, and taken from them, before they had a chance to add their part to the world.
Everything you've seen/everyone you've seen me be is someone in the devils presence with darkness. Only, they've manipulated me to hope it's not darkness.
It's very easy for influential/famous/rich/high up people to influence us. We listen to them like they're God. We're dumb. But I will wake us up.
If you'd only be good enough people to help me get released, I promise at least 85% of the money I get will go to charity. Straight away.
Please do this for me. I won't be a charitable person after this if the world don't help me be happy myself. I need your help. I'm begging for it.
The image of myself to you guys is obviously very bad and fucked up and would completely destroy me. I've even had faith you thought I was Jesus, like for real.
But I'm not. And neither will my son be, to you. However, to me, that's my reward, and my life, and it's important I get to have children. I won't live long if not.
Celebrities are gay business prostitutes for the government that have been consumed by fame. I don't know if gayness actually comes from Russia, but I know they have a lot to do with this.
I don't know who's been in control of the world for so long, and who's decided to influence this part of the world into gayness and sin and filth and sickness.
However; people can know they're forgiven, and the one light in the world right now (me) has woken them up to what has happened to their minds/life/experiences/feelings.
Someone needs to do something. The governments that are right now, are just faces. There's people behind them directing them. That's the people we need to source out.
The people making the decisions that affect us all. God is real. And the Bible is relevant. Sin is real. Do you think God saved Hitler? I don't.
They wanted to use me, as an image of Jesus, at least give me that impression/manipulate me to be like this, so they could kill me, and promote their self-serving evil.
Guys, there's a lot of money just sitting in Elon Musk's bank account. Please don't let it just sit there. This world needs to be a good experience for every good person.
I can only encourage you people to aim for righteousness, and in that case, helping me out of this mess and getting me into reality where I know what's going on.
Please help me. I can't do this much longer. I've said very evil things to Donald Trump on Truth. I don't like the guy, and I don't feel sorry about what I said.
But know it's very sick, and they backed it up/furthered it with music manipulation, etc. I want people to know they shouldn't be running for President. NONE OF THEM.
It's a very fucked up world we live in and I'm getting very tired of the human race. I fear even my own family would be like you, heartless, evil, careless.
You all have the power to help. You can make it happen. Please do. Before they manipulate me off that bridge. I don't want to do it. I'm trying to hold on. Please help.
Public, I don't know if you've seen my teeth, but know if you have, it's going to hurt me a lot and distress me forever.
I'm a gypsy, and I don't know if you can relate, but I'm entitled to not be in this situation, like this, for them.
I feel like a freak. My teeth are in constant pain and I look like a Michael Jackson. I think that's why they're doing this to me.
They want ugly pedophiles to be accepted as child molesters/Holy Spirit suckers... and make Michael even more legendary.
Please don't let them do this. Don't let them use me when I'm dead to do anything that promotes or helps them. I want them out. I want change.
It's very sick what's going on public. I'm in a state, and I can't choose what negative thing to affect me. I need your help.
So long as we have powerful people, like politicians/presidents, or even celebrities, we are going to be controlled/positioned by the devil.
They are faces for whatever they are. But they have their own sin, especially celebrities, and this has proved to be true in recent years since the rise of LGBT.
They have made these people 'mentally ill' and think it's a good thing, because of their sexual feelings. Their whole mentality is now one that suits them.
People should wake up to God, and be angry with the people that have led them so easily, so manipulatively, and deceivingly into sin.
I get it. You love them. You trust them. You're for them. You're hurt when they're hurt. You feel attacked when they feel attacked.
But the truth is many of these celebrities, since seeing me speak properly, have woken up to the fact that being gay is wrong/is a sin, and isn't what's best for any human.
I don't know how many of these are onboard with me. However; I doubt many at all are. As it takes a very strong ex-gay to confess their sin, and say it was a mistake.
That's part of my problem. For so long, I had my hopes built up, magical feelings, and really told myself I had a gay faith.
This is for many reasons. You could say I'm God, and a social engineer, that failed to get a quick release. However; the truth is...
They got me in deep. I was in deep with gayness, and they got me to accept it, and like it, and be for it. And the deeper it got... the worse I became.
I didn't want to see all of my work go to waste. The loving gay character you saw before, that was me. But it was delusional, brainwashed, gay-promoting me.
I'm out of that now. And have learned I can forgive myself for everything. Knowing I have done good and given the science needed for humans in this time.
However; the people with the actual facts, the science, the reality, they're not going to show you how it really is. They don't care for you.
They care for themselves. And anything that keeps them in power/famous/making money/molesting children, is what they're going to be feeding you.
And you will be eating it. You will eat it and shit it out and repeat. It's not good when everyone is like this. It's the devil in control of this part of the world.
The sad thing is, I don't speak to many people. Truly. And I think it's because they're blinded by the image they have of me/hate.
The reality is I'm speaking to people that haven't been gay, because the rest of the world, no matter what, are behind the evil gay forces, such as Obama.
If I don't speak to you, if you're lost, and can't see what's happening/reality of life, I'm sorry. But I need to disregard you from now on.
The ransom from heaven is £100B. You need to invest in cancer research. I think what's going on in this world right now is their fault, and I played my part.
I think they've been spunking in my food all my life. Celebrities have probably had their spunk put in my food, etc. If you ask me... it's your faults as well.
It's your faults for seeing this evil and not doing anything. Knowing full well this is the devil. God will punish this world. And I believe He already is.
I haven't ever been gay myself, and I know my sins, like the dog ones, are ordained by God, and I have been given a new day.
When this ends you'll hear the truth. There's things they're hiding from you. Things that shape this in a major way. Please believe me.
The conspiracy theories are what my prophecy is based on. Here's one for you; I am God's son and they have spunked in my food ever since I was a little boy.
What does it look like to you? Honestly? Maybe I'm dumb, and you don't realise you can't feel the way you're supposed to. But maybe there's hope for you.
I ask Putin directly now, if you are responsible/have let them spunk in my food, free me today, and be forgiven, and let their be healing.
There's so much darkness that's being kept from me. They're trying to kill me before I get the chance to react to their evil, and show people the truth.
If my dad is dead, that won't stop me. I'm not going to let the devil win in this world. I know there's good people.
I think of children when trying to recognise good people now. I don't believe we grow into good people. We lose our purity and turn into what this world shapes us.
I know, coming from me, after what they've shown you/how they've made me look/react to children, or young people, etc, you're feeling a certain way.
But what you're really feeling is a whole bunch of shit they've manipulated you to feel, for reasons you can't identify. Let me help...
I am kind, have a very kind-hearted soul, and have never been a pedophile, and was always ashamed of my gay/confusion problem.
They manipulated me into this mindset, to feel the ways I do, but most of all, have hope to be released, and that's what made me accept/go along with what they did.
This world is fucked right now. Everyone, and I mean everyone, is pro-gay, because of how the powers in this world have made them all gay, or have family that's gay.
Truth is; stranger than fiction. Believe me. ;)
You should all use your own minds, work out what you can, be real with yourselves. Understand people and their nature.
I think what's going on right now is they're struggling to control me -- and know they won't be able to when this ends.
I want people to know if I was going to have a son, it would probably be a Jamaican. Or a gypsy. I don't know yet.
But the reality of life is this; they've tried to position me into the Fury's with fame/evil shit.
That girl might not know it, but she's causing problems for me. Putin wants to look like the hero that sets her free from a small penis.
You're all in the same mind, feeling sorry for her, and know that by killing me, it enables many other people to be prophets in this world.
I don't want the Fury girl guys. And my wife will be fucked by men that I choose. But it's a private thing, and I don't want my children to know.
I hope you understand that they're making all these stories/fame things to position me in a place that keeps you feeling negative about me.
You shouldn't be feeling negative about me. Hell, you should feel sorry for me and be trying your absolute best to help me get freed.
I understand that I'm God, but you humans have got me trapped right now. And I can't do anything about it -- since you betrayed me.
Knowing is not enough. We must act. I honestly do believe they've fed me sperm, maybe celebrity sperm, to see if it affects my prophecy/music library.
I guess they're laughing. And the world will laugh with them. Because of how it looks like I am, how you feel I am, and because of your stupidity.
But this is real. The devil has got me. The devil has had me all my life. Sperm is a germ. Please believe me. It's not meant to be eaten.
Most celebrities, especially in America, have got or have had STD's. Their sex life should be completely contraceptional, and clear away from children.
My blood feels contaminated. I'm not going to lie. But I hope to be baptized, and in reality, and building faith, and joy, and truth.
The billionaires of this world couldn't help themselves I believe and Putin has allowed them to spunk in my food, even after the evil oaths, etc.
Maybe I'm wrong. But I think reality is darkness, and that's what I feel when trying to tackle the truth/reality. Please help me come to the light.
If I got cancer at this age, I could never be happy, because of the life I've lived, and time I've wasted. I would have a problem with you doing this to me.
It's not a good thing when no one cares. This is the government. THE POLICE. They shouldn't be like this. Someone else has got our country. Wake up people.
If we allow the powerful/rich to dictate our futures, our minds, our feelings, our desires, we will be led into Hell in a way that suits them.
Please people. Please help me get released. The people that have this technology that they have on me, we should all have it, and it should be used.
It should be used with the police, it should be known that it's used with the police, and truth should always prevail.
I think honestly, this technology will get out when I'm dead, but you won't force the people that did this to me to have this technology on them.
Imagine how catastrophic that would be. Their secrets. They're scary evil business devil people. Please understand they're not me.
I want truth in this world. I want nothing but truth. Anything that is a lie is from the devil. Please help me get out of here. I need help now.
If you're one of the people influenced by the people of this world, and have it in your head you certainly are going to be gay...
And you haven't learned from your own true reckoning that it's the wrong thing to do... Please let me explain this.
I'm Alex, you know me. I'm that guy, that you know. If my life is really like this, and my dad is dead, and it's all evil...
I want you people to know they may kill me for saying this/make me commit suicide, but I will try and survive but...
My dad was a gay druggy cunt. If he's dead, I'm supposed to learn from him, and teach my children the right ways to be/think.
Therefore, if I'm teaching my own children to not be gay, I think it's only right that the world get the same lessons from me.
I'm someone unfortunately with a small penis. And my son may have the same. But that's nothing to do with why I'm not being gay.
I think it's pretty clear getting fucked in the ass (for a man) is a very sinful/disgraceful act in God's eyes.
However; I will say this -- if you're going to be a gay, and for some reason are reading this, and believe in God, and are affected by my words...
Please, don't follow the gays that have caused you all to be the way you are today. Be nice. Be a good person, especially if you're gay.
Being a thug/evil person doesn't suit a gay. And that's the truth. It's not a cool/big thing to get fucked in the ass.
If you don't get Jesus in you, if you don't try and believe in His word, His truth, then you may be a very fucked up human.
As a result of this world and the changes it's been through/genius people that have been in control, people are copying all they know as good.
Goodness is Jesus. Remember that. Thug rappers/pop stars are not good. And they're influencing evil into this world. For them.
Of course, it won't look like this to you, and you'll jump to conclusions, finding excuses/reasons to stick up for them.
But maybe if you're like that you don't have a problem and don't need to believe in God, or anything better than this.
Maybe they'll kill me, and like Justin says, he'll be seen as a Saint, and I know that's true, and so do you, even if he's a rapist.
We've grown into this. We've grown away from Jesus. We're growing into darkness and confusion and regret. Take my advice.
Don't be gay, especially if you're not someone with Jesus in you, or the capability to believe in Jesus.
I don't know what they know, or you know, or anyone knows. But if you think I'm looking 'up' to you people, you may be right.
I'm hoping my dad is alive and that my life is a good thing. After expecting it to be for so long, it would be very disheartening if my dad was dead.
People should know we're all limited by the people we idolise. We see them as something we want to be, or should be, or can be.
However; I'm not in this situation like this because of their manipulation. This is me. This is me distressed, worried, and depressed.
The influencers in this world didn't influence me much at all in this life, only Eminem and Dr Dre. And I didn't listen to them much either.
I've been tortured with devil/fake people all my life. They may have manipulated me, and I may tell you I'm ashamed of my human sometimes.
But honestly, that's being self righteous/not understanding things properly. My human is good, and emotions are not us.
I'm telling you; I'm limited. My whole life has had people doing evil things to me/making them look good and furthering themselves.
I don't want to absorb Jesus right now. It will make me vulnerable, and suicidal eventually.
If only someone had enough faith to get this to end. If only I could be me, and speak truth, not designed by celebrities/governments.
I'm appealing to the good in all of you, to get it done, and help me out of this evil evil situation.
If my dad is dead, and the public can see these messages, you must all be in agreement that I have to kill myself/I'm a sacrifice.
I'm relying on humans. I have to, because I am one. I need humans to be good, and anyone that can see what's going on to help me.
The government know I'm at my absolute limit and suicidal thoughts keep coming back to me. And intense feelings I don't want to feel.
I wish someone that could make it happen, would. They do things to control you, they do things that make you happy.
Please.
I will give 90% of the money to charity, straight away, if you help me out of this mess. Please do this for me. It will have a mighty impact.
If my dad is dead, you don't understand how evil of a reality this is for me, my family, my life, my future, it's all evil. Please help me.
I need you people to look within. Without outside influence. Please help me if you can. Please. I just want to be happy.
I'm going to swig some "Flash" which is bleach. Some time soon. Please be ready immediately. Please release me afterwards.
If this is really what you want, this is what you'll get. I'm begging someone to help me before I do this. It's not a game.
I want to think, at least, that the public can't see this information, and I still have a chance to live, if they do.
They're manipulating my feelings very cleverly, with stuff you won't even see. I need someone to help me, someone that sees this.
I really do believe they are trying to kill me. And they are the devil. I need your help. Please, if you see this, help me.
I don't know if humans are dumb, or evil, or both. But I know we can be good, and we can even be saved. But you're proving to be evil.
Please, if you see this, help me. I don't want to drink bleach. Please help me someone. I'm begging for your help. In the highest.
Everyone in this world, even you guys, you don't think it or understand it and refuse to accept it when I tell you; but you're fake.
You're fake because the people you idolise/try to be like are fake. They're liars. You're trusting them, loving them, like they're God.
Please stop this madness. They know I'm suicidal. Please help me. You have to. If you can see this you're the only one that can.
Please.
They're trying to get me to kill myself and you're all in agreement?
What on Earth have they put in your head? How have they deluded you to be so stupid and evil?
Is it because you hate me? Are you blinded by hate? Please, understand, it doesn't need to be like this.
If they ended this, and I was in reality, I assure you, the only person that would hate me is the devil.
Please help me. You have to. You have to help me before I drink bleach. I don't know when this will happen.
But they're driving me over the edge. You don't know how fucked it is right now. How the devils got me.
I need you to understand guys, I really do, that they are smart, and have got you all, in stupid evil states.
You need to wake up and care. Please. You're in positions to care. You can care. Please care.
Every noise you hear from my boiler is them. The clicking noise. And there's more all over this flat.
They've been putting images in my mind all morning when I look out the window. These people are all evil.
Please help me. I beg of you people. I'm at my limit. Please can you help me? I need to be free. Please?
I don't know what you people see me as -- and how you justify this, driving me to my death after all I've been through.
I don't know what Muslim's see me as -- though I'd rather not speak on them, it's disappointing that everyone should see me as a sacrifice for ISIS.
The music prophecy is mostly them. But it's happened. The music we have to listen to, mainstream at least, is keeping you all the way you are.
There's no real lyrics, nothing that promotes God, nothing that truly helps people, it's all stuff that's driving you further into insanity.
Please don't ignore me when I've begged for help like this. Please show me there are good people in this world. It's my fear you're all the same.
I have always respected Muslims, and my casting a spell on some Saudi cunt is probably the biggest blessing they could receive.
I've tried for so long to be the "middleman" but this world is controlled by the devil. And they're keeping it like this because it suits them.
Please don't let me die like this. It's scary because I know how much prayer power I'm putting into myself begging you.
It says to me there is no God, at least, for us, and I am a sacrifice, and I am meant to die, and I am meant to cause change.
But how much of this will be seen by the public? Surely... surely to God it's not seen by them now. Surely someone would be here.
They're demented people and they've got us all like this. I don't have the words yet, but I will after this.
If I survive, you can count on there being change. Only, I know it will be slow progress. They are powerful, and you are the people, that support them.
They are the power of this world. Don't you see? It's all fucked for rich and powerful and famous people. Please guys. Stop this madness. Get me out of here.
To the Saudi King, if you get cancer mate, I'll tell you how it is; I will die before you. And I will die happily.
I think it's sad they've had these moments from me, manipulated/exploited, so they can make me whatever they want.
I have lived up to my own form of righteousness for quite some time. And it's fuelled the fire and enabled them to do this.
I need to stop giving a fuck for evil people that don't give a fuck for me or God. You are not relevant to me, and never will be.
To everyone watching this now; you're clearly a corrupt paki/LGBT member, and it's sad that you're being entertained by evil.
Please guys, you know they're trying to kill me. If you don't, OMG. They're hiding everything they're doing. And this is crazy.
Please don't let this happen. It's been so long. If my dads dead, that's fine, but I need to know, please let me go.
I want to get on with my life. Please stop doing this to me. Please I beg you they're driving me into states.
They know how my mind works and do clicking noises that establish me in hope/faith/opposite feelings.
Please if you're someone good, with Jesus, know I'm not meant to look like this, I should be heigenic, Holy, Godly...
Please don't let them do this to me. I'm begging you guys with everything. I'm going to drink bleach soon.
I need you to get me out of here before that happens. I've had terrible experiences in hospitals, you guys must not have seen.
One time in the hospital, these nurses started talking, and telling me evil things, that my dad was talking before he killed himself, etc.
Please guys. I don't want to lose to the devil. Please don't make me this. I'm begging you. I'm begging you with EVERYTHING.
We're all different people. And unfortunately, my words will affect you all differently to how they should. You are not sane people. You are evil. You need help.
Saudi King, you're looking at a REAL King. Help me in exchange for your reward of 7 virgin wifes. And eternal glory. If not, SUCK MY DICK! NOT LOL!
I tried being friendly with you all and leaving the door open. Maybe I would have even become a Muslim if you were good enough people.
But you've done nothing for me, you clearly want me dead, it's clearly the government trying to kill me.
What are you Saudi people anyway? You created ISIS with America. You create all the terror, and fund it.
It's time to face reality, my friends. Will you join me? Or are you afraid? I think you're very afraid, and have never seen someone so real.
Stop buying weapons from America, and help your people. There's Muslims everywhere with nothing and no hope. Fix it. Cunts.
The truth is, my friends (if you can see this), is the government have been spunking in my food for many years.
And guess what? I got a Saudi with me. A high up Saudi. And I'm treasuring him. He's a fine piece of work that obeys.
As for the Pakistani and Iraqi people they've poisoned me with, they will get the same treatment that Barney got. Only, eternally.
Do your research guys.
You can thank yourselves, your idols, and your governments for cancer in this world. I did not know. They did. They wanted this.
So yeah. I'm gonna be speaking more freely now about Allah/God, but don't pretend to be offended, O great leaders thou art.
You don't believe in God, if you do, you believe only in evolution, and human nature. Does your wife wear a balaclava when you fuck her, Mr Saudi?
I was honestly looking forward to befriending Muslims on a real level, like no other white/black person could do.
However; they have proved to be working with these governments and have spunked in my food. They will pay for this.
It's real devils at the top of the world, no one is good, not even me, but I know how to be, and I would be, if I stayed aware of God.
The sad reality is I can't get through to you people, and you'd let me drink bleach before doing anything. But maybe that's what's required.
Maybe if I record myself doing it, I'll have evidence to show the police, and I can back up in hospital with a video, and my website.
If you really are careless, heartless, and just plain evil like this, continue, by all means. But know; you will pay for this someday.
If anyone is seeing these messages, please leak everything to the public. I want them to know what's going on. They won't get away with this.
Donald Trump, Joe Biden, or any of Obama's team that I mentioned, including Michelle, cannot run for President.
They made me swear the oaths, they made me say the things I've said, so they'd be praised as gay heroes when I'm dead.
They've put sperm in my food and I know it. Tell me; is that what God wants? Do you really believe that?
I can see how you can. We often go with feelings/thoughts we want to/that we like/that are easy.
But it's important to know that sometimes humans can be happy for not good reasons. You should know God.
Muslim's know God. That's why it's sad to see they're in on the sperming my food. I didn't think there would be a gay Muslim!
However; moving on... we know the basic facts of life. But what you people don't get is; I swore REAL oaths and said REAL prayers.
Do not let Donald Trump, any of his family, or any of his team be the faces for evil anymore. They've got you people good.
Elon Musk, Donald Trump, Obama, Justin Bieber, I mean... these are the best people in the world, right?
Do you not see what's going on... are you all blind? Are you all thick? Why can't Muslims have the same goodness as Christians...
I know you see God... but you're blinded by your insecurities of being wrong/irrelevant. Please, let me show you Allah. For real.
I've been a cunt for Putin, I've been a cunt for Boris, I've been a cunt for Donald, I've been a cunt for all of you.
It's time to find me a cunt, so I can make you all... kitties :}
Feel your belief.
Have the faith of God.
Human struggle is not of relevance.
Purify your thoughts.
Stay aware of God.
It's up to you.
Influence yourself.
You don't have it worked out yet, and that's ok.
Be conformed by your intuition, not feelings.
Remind yourself that you have a higher purpose.
Don't let distractions affect you.
Be grateful to God for everything.
There's probably a lot of people that wish they were you.
You are you. And it's up to you to be you the way you want to be.
Remember this is just one world out of many.
You're trying to manage/cope with a situation that you don't know anything about.
You can't approach the Bible knowing you don't have the information they have.
Prepare mentally for anything, and everything.
Don't let other peoples words poison your mind.
Believe and have faith.
This is a natural human state. Many people are like me in the world, especially young people, that fear rejection, and are completely controlled by others opinions.
It's not a good thing when humans are like this. In my case, it's been the devil all the way through my life.
Everyone that knew about this has been fake and a liar that's allowed the devil to destroy me in whatever fucked up what he has/is doing.
I don't need to care about anything, but depending on the energy I'm feeling, it creates the person that I am/how I think, or how I can think.
Alex, you're going to go through a lot of evil. You're going to feel pain, and suffer. But it will be worth it, because it's bringing you to the highest reality.
You're free to be anyone. Your dad is alive, you will see him again in this life.
Listen to God. Feel God. Know God. You can do it anytime.
In less than a second, you can come to a higher awareness.
It's up to you to be happy. That's for you, not for other people. It's a good thing to be happy. Your human wants to feel happy. Let him.
You know if you knew everything that God knows, that we could never understand, you would be happy, no matter what in this life, and it would show.
Other people it seems, don't want you to be happy. But maybe it's completely up to you. It's up to you if you're happy. It's up to you if you drink bleacb.
You're creating the reality that your human feels and thinks words for. You're a self destructive, pessimist, mess, but it doesn't need to be like this.
Your human, the person you are, and feel you are, and know yourself to be, needs to establish a lot of stuff. He needs to wake up.
When you have established reality, which should be the rock that keeps all of us grounded... but when you have established it, you will feel different.
When you feel different, you will be able to think different. Your human is not experienced for this, no one could be.
Think higher. Don't let yourself be distracted by that. Locate what that is. And find the alternative. Come to your senses.
Alex. You can establish what you know, and what is evident. Eminem is someone you know, and this isn't a game, you've lived before.
You can't deny God in your life, you need to stop feeling like it's the devil, because you will make it the devil, they'll think you're evil.
You're creating your reality. And it's up to you how you feel. But know this; all your life they have been watching you and planned this well before your life.
All your life they have been there. There have been cameras in your homes, and everyone you've been around has known what's going on.
Don't focus on the BS. Distractions. Think higher, reality, above the irrelevant shit the devil distracts/torments you with.
No other human in this world has been through this. No one else has been in this situation. You are you. Feel blessed and explore that.
Feel no pressure, feel free. You're not mentally imprisoned, you don't have to be on this computer. But if you are, think about positive things to do/watch/read.
What you're absorbing/filling your mind with, what you believe, how you respond, what you accept, is shaping your feelings and mind.
You are in a state. You're at your lowest. Why get distracted/tormented by things though? When ultimately you know...
Human struggle is irrelevant. And you might as well be happy. For the rest of your life, you could find out negative things and let them affect you in negative ways.
Or you can be understanding and ultimately think more intelligently, clearly, and rightly. It's right to think in reality, with God, is it not?
You are a human, you know that. You don't know anything else other than this world. But you are actually in a position to influence the world.
Don't be controlled by other peoples opinions, but honestly, don't even let yourself be controlled by your natural/instant opinion, based on feelings.
You're in the mindset/your brain is programmed, or wired, or fixed, to respond from how you're feeling. And most of the time you're feeling negative things.
You're under pressure. You are aware of how the devil wants you to think. You have to... train your human to know himself better, and not accuse yourself from past feelings.
You can do anything Alex. You don't have to point out something negative that's spiritual and doesn't affect you. You can make it something else.
You're under pressure, or you're in a situation that no other human has been in yet, and you can have faith, and anything that happens can be a blessing.
This is the reality. They're watching you right now. This is the reality of the world. This is 2023 and you're in this situation.
Whether other people believe in you or not, as anything good, or blessed, or real... what do you believe? And why won't you feel what you're entitled to?
Your dad is alive. Why do you believe your feelings? And why is your mind completely limited by the energies you feel? Your human needs to be trained.
Understand what a false/retarded/misleading emotion is, and how it can trigger thoughts, or the devil. Understand you're trying to get words.
They are not pure emotions, they are from the devil, that you've felt before, and have been checkpointed in your mind.
You are demented, and in evil, in darkness, and pure thoughts only come when you forget about that.
Find what you need. But typing it or saying it in front of everyone is probably not going to let it happen. You need to feel free from their science.
But you can't be. So find a way to change and enable yourself to feel and think differently with them completely in your mind.
The way you talk to yourself needs to change. You need a different tone. Be uplifting, look on the positive side, have the faith you think you know you can.
Being negative towards yourself will make you seem like a negative person, and actually be a negative person, when you know you're not.
You also need to learn to dance in the rain, and detach from the way your mind/feelings are programmed. This phase is the devil, but it's making you billions!
Back to that point; do you believe they are all devil people? The way you're feelings come to you, that's self destruction, that's your human issues/negative issues...
That you have to change, and maybe God is allowing, because you are not being any better. You need to show progress. Show God progress. What happens now matters.
Stay up to date with me! Your honest opinions welcome!
They were corrupted, drugs and rock and roll music, and people turned away from God. There was a war. 2 wars. I mean, the human race needs to recover and be on the right path.
I think it's time for change. But I don't think it's time for me to die. I think I'm the only chance of the human race being saved.
People should believe, even when I'm not, or doesn't look like I am, or can't, because this is real. And one day my faith will be.
I don't know if the government are trying to kill me or not, but they just manipulated me with wording and clicking noises to think
everyone on this planet is a bot, and no one is real. If they're really doing this, they're trying to get me to kill myself. Before I see reality.
Please don't let them do this.
I want to make it clear to everyone. I have been brainwashed and manipulated in powerful, fucked up ways, a lot of it comes down to feelings, I know that.
But they have manipulated me, obviously Justin was the way to get me to accept it in the first place, but they got me to be more accepting of gayness, and accept it full stop.
In my mind, without being a cunt, without being pressured, and with fear, or anxiety, without the devil, I would never ever be gay, or be accepting of it in any way.
I was always ashamed of myself in this life. Gayness made me what it did. It shaped my feelings, my sexual feelings, and they're important.
That's why I know it was my prophecy to fuck a fleshlight, and prove that gayness can be killed instantly with pussy.
However; I have continued on in gay/weird/stupid/not understood mindsets, and displayed what I feel has been a gay character, or someone accepting.
This ends now. I'm not being gay, and I will never be around those in this life that wish gayness on me. It's a fact I'm not being gay.
Set yourself free.
You don't need to be programmed like this.
You are feeling your feelings wrong.
You're caring wrong.
Be irritated, that's normal.
Vexation of spirit.
You are not a lie detector.
Your heart is free to beat in whatever way it wants.
You are programmed to give them information.
You are a stupid cunt, giving them information about their information.
You have the OPPORTUNITY to be whatever you want in this life.
You are rich and can do and buy anything you want.
It's not your fault about your human, but it's good you're waking up.
Everyone may be a shit human, but you are constantly accusing and recognizing darkness.
How you appear to people is important to most humans, in this time.
You don't need to worry about any of this, it's their history, not yours.
This reality right now is evil, and you don't even know that.
It's meant to be an evil reality right now, and you're meant to suffer.
They, who have done this to you, are not your friends.
You are entitled to be happy, more than anyone in the world right now.
You are a good human, for this time.
Your sins, flaws, mistakes, evil, has all been ordained by God and will be used for a greater good.
You have been manipulated from a young age, and have learned life in the wrong way.
You can believe you're a prophet, and can prophecy. You're being persecuted. Pretend or real. You choose.
Your music libraries will hopefully add to your faith one day, and feel how it's supposed to.
If you're trying to be Jesus, and really be Jesus, obviously you're always going to fail.
You don't have the reality/information you feel entitled to, but that may be a good thing.
You get to create your life. Create your thoughts. Create your reality.
You have to free your mind, which may not be possible in this situation, maybe you don't want to.
Understand what you can, what you believe will be important in the future, when you're not like this.
If your dad is dead he didn't love you. And was a gay, druggy, alcoholic, piece of shit!
They may have manipulated you to have the 'devil' in the way you have, accusing yourself, thinking you're evil.
How you feel about how you feel is what's causing this. And you feel for the devil in this situation.
You're God, and you're not supposed to feel any human stupidity pointless irrelevant animal things.
Let your mind guide you. You can trust yourself. You ultimately know that. It may not be the devil. It may be you.
Trust your mind, confront yourself. Get to the root cause.
You haven't established with your human, or your God, what you need to.
Hopefully life is a blessing and not a curse and the people don't want you dead/sacrificed for America.
Anyone that wishes gayness on you, especially now, is not caring for you at all, or your children.
You are free from what you recognize as sin. You are more than entitled to be free from gayness.
You don't need to believe the accusations about yourself, how you're feeling, and why.
If you can't confront things and go through the thought process you're meant to, disregard it as the devil.
That's what you've been doing. But you've not made any real progress with yourself.
You don't need to be restricted to the feelings/thoughts/image of God you have.
Religion could be more than relevant to you. And you know God is good. And you know you're good.
Jesus is real and you have forgotten/not accessing what you need to.
You need to see what's happened in this situation, and how blessed you are/how you've prophecied.
Until you get to reality, you're going to forget all this and be with negativity. Try reprogram your mind.
You're stuck with that feeling, what you might describe as the cunt feeling, which is better than negative/dark feelings.
You need to accept that you can't be like Jesus in this life, if you do, you will be crucified.
It's up to other humans how they are/what their sense is like. God is good. And people should just know that.
You have been a human you don't like, and are ashamed of, but you don't need to feel ashamed, you can feel Godly.
The devil wouldn't be doing this to you if you weren't important.
The devil is doing this to you, so there is a risk of him winning. He isn't hiding. He's here.
It should be evident to you that your prophecy can go any way, and it's up to you. Your bones break.
Believe in God, not stupid animal/human suggested emotions. Stay as understanding as you can.
All my family have changed. I don't know if it's because of fame, or money, or sex, or anything else they've "woken up" to through fame/glory of God, etc.
But I am not my family. And I am detaching from them all in case they are all the devil, and my dads dead. They have never loved me, or been good people.
They have shaped me, and left me positioned in the negative states I've been in my life. I've had no chance. Now I do. And I'm going to survive.
If I have a family, it will be made clear to them, they're all nothing to do with me and never were. They're just humans we used to pass-through.
Our planet was destroyed. We are not like you. We are all just passing through, though some of us may not make it, and be consumed by the evil world.
Keep your souls safe. Make it to your paradise with your faith. And you will make it! If you're good. But I don't care for you anymore.
I want the world to know I tried, with the devil, in this situation, but you were too evil, and for too long.
I now have to look past all the evil I've been through/been, as a gay influencer, and look forward to creating my true self in the future.
I am pleased to tell you I will be surviving this, and I will be conviscating many billions after this. Things are going to change.
Thank you for the blessed time we have shared together, and I look forward to more learning experiences from you in the future!
The public, honestly, have let me down tremendously, and have all proved to be sell outs for the government/devil.
I honestly don't care for you, and neither will my children. We are rich, and high, you are poor, and below. Stay down there!
That's my new attitude and I don't care if it doesn't suit the church. The church has been in flames for over a century.
You should all seek Jesus, the real Jesus, and let Him wake you up to God, let Him guide you into truth, righteousness, and be real with God.
I have done what I could, and I will continue to go with the flow, and see what happens. But I don't care for you humans, anymore.
As far as I'm concerned, you're all pieces of shit, and like I prayed, you're all going to Hell, gay or not. So suck that up!
It will be my honor to speak to you in real ways, and ways I can feel proud of, and uplifted, by putting you down, and making you small.
Public, I guess if I don't have your support... there's no point in me saying this. But I'm going to say it just in case.
I need to be freed before I'm 30 so I have a chance to be happy in my life. They have manipulated me, tortured me and brainwashed me all the way through my life.
I ask you to be understanding people, and know I've done a lot for the LGBT souls. I need you to understand some basic realities of life.
I need to be under 30 before I have my children, for me to actually have them. I need to know reality, adapt to reality, and be the right person.
I wouldn't bring children into this world until I know the ins and outs and am assured it's safe to do so. I'm 27 now. Please help me.
I know you don't see me as a traveller, but I am, and it's my FAITH that I'm supposed to have a family and be a success in life.
Please understand you're taking precious time from me, if not all of it, and it's not good to be the way you are.
I'm a real prophet, whether you like it or not, and it should affect you what they're doing to me. You should know I'm blessed, you should see it.
If I'm not blessed, and I'm just what you want to feel I am, the government gypsy hacker cunt, that's supposed to restore peace to pedophiles in America...
Think again. I know I'm something, if not the only thing, and I will make it to the truth and live life how I'm supposed to, whatever happens.
You people are not good people, if you've witnessed the torture, and Hell they've given me, you're actually really sick like them.
You might not understand it because of our differences, but I understand it, and see it, because I am one of you, too.
People need to wake up and start thinking for God... it's really thinking for yourself. Trust me. Help me out and let's get this money to charity.
Please.
I want the human race to know I don't forgive them. And it's not because I'm not being gay. That's actually a good "non-cunt" thing to do for me in this life.
However; the way this world is and the movements/people/change that's being created is very pro gay and indeed that makes me a bad person.
I'm not going to let my self image be bad though. I may be bad for you, because you have been gay, and need to inflict it on others/be accepted, but no.
I don't like black people like they don't like me and I'm entitled to my opinion. They drove me into the back of a lorry at 100MPH knowing exactly what they were doing.
I say they, because the way this world is, it really is all of them. They support Obama and I can't help that. You're the people in control, not me.
However as time goes on I will learn to un-care about all the stuff I have felt and made relevant in my mind for years.
I hopefully will be able to say one day I have black friends, and gay friends, but it means they'd need to feel like a cunt, like I always have in life.
I've been a cunt this whole time, you people just don't know it, because you haven't seen me be someone for myself/with my family in mind.
I want you to understand; I'm not entitled to be happy, have anything, know my dads alive, and because you know this, you are accepting the way you are.
However; I want you to know the government telling the BBC to drive me into the back of a lorry while drunk and upset is a very serious thing.
Public, honestly, I've not lived a life like many of you, and you may not see me as a good person, however; I am. And this is wrong.
You need to accept the truth for your own selves. I have. I need you to help me get out of here -- and away from everyone for a long time.
The truth is whether my dad is alive or not, my life is being threatened right now, they have done so much evil throughout my life. I'm a gypsy.
You can't do this to people like me. We are naturally entitled to live life how we live it, and they respect that to some level in the UK (government)
However with me, they chose to make me the hacker, gypsy, scum, evil, pedophile, cunt. I need your help to show the world what's happened.
Please stop letting them torture me/manipulate me into darkness. It's so horrible going in and out of suicicdal states/thoughts/feelings.
Please public, this isn't entertainment. This is someones life being ruined, and taken from them, before they had a chance to add their part to the world.
Everything you've seen/everyone you've seen me be is someone in the devils presence with darkness. Only, they've manipulated me to hope it's not darkness.
It's very easy for influential/famous/rich/high up people to influence us. We listen to them like they're God. We're dumb. But I will wake us up.
If you'd only be good enough people to help me get released, I promise at least 85% of the money I get will go to charity. Straight away.
Please do this for me. I won't be a charitable person after this if the world don't help me be happy myself. I need your help. I'm begging for it.
The image of myself to you guys is obviously very bad and fucked up and would completely destroy me. I've even had faith you thought I was Jesus, like for real.
But I'm not. And neither will my son be, to you. However, to me, that's my reward, and my life, and it's important I get to have children. I won't live long if not.
Celebrities are gay business prostitutes for the government that have been consumed by fame. I don't know if gayness actually comes from Russia, but I know they have a lot to do with this.
I don't know who's been in control of the world for so long, and who's decided to influence this part of the world into gayness and sin and filth and sickness.
However; people can know they're forgiven, and the one light in the world right now (me) has woken them up to what has happened to their minds/life/experiences/feelings.
Someone needs to do something. The governments that are right now, are just faces. There's people behind them directing them. That's the people we need to source out.
The people making the decisions that affect us all. God is real. And the Bible is relevant. Sin is real. Do you think God saved Hitler? I don't.
They wanted to use me, as an image of Jesus, at least give me that impression/manipulate me to be like this, so they could kill me, and promote their self-serving evil.
Guys, there's a lot of money just sitting in Elon Musk's bank account. Please don't let it just sit there. This world needs to be a good experience for every good person.
I can only encourage you people to aim for righteousness, and in that case, helping me out of this mess and getting me into reality where I know what's going on.
Please help me. I can't do this much longer. I've said very evil things to Donald Trump on Truth. I don't like the guy, and I don't feel sorry about what I said.
But know it's very sick, and they backed it up/furthered it with music manipulation, etc. I want people to know they shouldn't be running for President. NONE OF THEM.
It's a very fucked up world we live in and I'm getting very tired of the human race. I fear even my own family would be like you, heartless, evil, careless.
You all have the power to help. You can make it happen. Please do. Before they manipulate me off that bridge. I don't want to do it. I'm trying to hold on. Please help.
Public, I don't know if you've seen my teeth, but know if you have, it's going to hurt me a lot and distress me forever.
I'm a gypsy, and I don't know if you can relate, but I'm entitled to not be in this situation, like this, for them.
I feel like a freak. My teeth are in constant pain and I look like a Michael Jackson. I think that's why they're doing this to me.
They want ugly pedophiles to be accepted as child molesters/Holy Spirit suckers... and make Michael even more legendary.
Please don't let them do this. Don't let them use me when I'm dead to do anything that promotes or helps them. I want them out. I want change.
It's very sick what's going on public. I'm in a state, and I can't choose what negative thing to affect me. I need your help.
So long as we have powerful people, like politicians/presidents, or even celebrities, we are going to be controlled/positioned by the devil.
They are faces for whatever they are. But they have their own sin, especially celebrities, and this has proved to be true in recent years since the rise of LGBT.
They have made these people 'mentally ill' and think it's a good thing, because of their sexual feelings. Their whole mentality is now one that suits them.
People should wake up to God, and be angry with the people that have led them so easily, so manipulatively, and deceivingly into sin.
I get it. You love them. You trust them. You're for them. You're hurt when they're hurt. You feel attacked when they feel attacked.
But the truth is many of these celebrities, since seeing me speak properly, have woken up to the fact that being gay is wrong/is a sin, and isn't what's best for any human.
I don't know how many of these are onboard with me. However; I doubt many at all are. As it takes a very strong ex-gay to confess their sin, and say it was a mistake.
That's part of my problem. For so long, I had my hopes built up, magical feelings, and really told myself I had a gay faith.
This is for many reasons. You could say I'm God, and a social engineer, that failed to get a quick release. However; the truth is...
They got me in deep. I was in deep with gayness, and they got me to accept it, and like it, and be for it. And the deeper it got... the worse I became.
I didn't want to see all of my work go to waste. The loving gay character you saw before, that was me. But it was delusional, brainwashed, gay-promoting me.
I'm out of that now. And have learned I can forgive myself for everything. Knowing I have done good and given the science needed for humans in this time.
However; the people with the actual facts, the science, the reality, they're not going to show you how it really is. They don't care for you.
They care for themselves. And anything that keeps them in power/famous/making money/molesting children, is what they're going to be feeding you.
And you will be eating it. You will eat it and shit it out and repeat. It's not good when everyone is like this. It's the devil in control of this part of the world.
The sad thing is, I don't speak to many people. Truly. And I think it's because they're blinded by the image they have of me/hate.
The reality is I'm speaking to people that haven't been gay, because the rest of the world, no matter what, are behind the evil gay forces, such as Obama.
If I don't speak to you, if you're lost, and can't see what's happening/reality of life, I'm sorry. But I need to disregard you from now on.
The ransom from heaven is £100B. You need to invest in cancer research. I think what's going on in this world right now is their fault, and I played my part.
I think they've been spunking in my food all my life. Celebrities have probably had their spunk put in my food, etc. If you ask me... it's your faults as well.
It's your faults for seeing this evil and not doing anything. Knowing full well this is the devil. God will punish this world. And I believe He already is.
I haven't ever been gay myself, and I know my sins, like the dog ones, are ordained by God, and I have been given a new day.
When this ends you'll hear the truth. There's things they're hiding from you. Things that shape this in a major way. Please believe me.
The conspiracy theories are what my prophecy is based on. Here's one for you; I am God's son and they have spunked in my food ever since I was a little boy.
What does it look like to you? Honestly? Maybe I'm dumb, and you don't realise you can't feel the way you're supposed to. But maybe there's hope for you.
I ask Putin directly now, if you are responsible/have let them spunk in my food, free me today, and be forgiven, and let their be healing.
There's so much darkness that's being kept from me. They're trying to kill me before I get the chance to react to their evil, and show people the truth.
If my dad is dead, that won't stop me. I'm not going to let the devil win in this world. I know there's good people.
I think of children when trying to recognise good people now. I don't believe we grow into good people. We lose our purity and turn into what this world shapes us.
I know, coming from me, after what they've shown you/how they've made me look/react to children, or young people, etc, you're feeling a certain way.
But what you're really feeling is a whole bunch of shit they've manipulated you to feel, for reasons you can't identify. Let me help...
I am kind, have a very kind-hearted soul, and have never been a pedophile, and was always ashamed of my gay/confusion problem.
They manipulated me into this mindset, to feel the ways I do, but most of all, have hope to be released, and that's what made me accept/go along with what they did.
This world is fucked right now. Everyone, and I mean everyone, is pro-gay, because of how the powers in this world have made them all gay, or have family that's gay.
Truth is; stranger than fiction. Believe me. ;)
You should all use your own minds, work out what you can, be real with yourselves. Understand people and their nature.
I think what's going on right now is they're struggling to control me -- and know they won't be able to when this ends.
I want people to know if I was going to have a son, it would probably be a Jamaican. Or a gypsy. I don't know yet.
But the reality of life is this; they've tried to position me into the Fury's with fame/evil shit.
That girl might not know it, but she's causing problems for me. Putin wants to look like the hero that sets her free from a small penis.
You're all in the same mind, feeling sorry for her, and know that by killing me, it enables many other people to be prophets in this world.
I don't want the Fury girl guys. And my wife will be fucked by men that I choose. But it's a private thing, and I don't want my children to know.
I hope you understand that they're making all these stories/fame things to position me in a place that keeps you feeling negative about me.
You shouldn't be feeling negative about me. Hell, you should feel sorry for me and be trying your absolute best to help me get freed.
I understand that I'm God, but you humans have got me trapped right now. And I can't do anything about it -- since you betrayed me.
Knowing is not enough. We must act. I honestly do believe they've fed me sperm, maybe celebrity sperm, to see if it affects my prophecy/music library.
I guess they're laughing. And the world will laugh with them. Because of how it looks like I am, how you feel I am, and because of your stupidity.
But this is real. The devil has got me. The devil has had me all my life. Sperm is a germ. Please believe me. It's not meant to be eaten.
Most celebrities, especially in America, have got or have had STD's. Their sex life should be completely contraceptional, and clear away from children.
My blood feels contaminated. I'm not going to lie. But I hope to be baptized, and in reality, and building faith, and joy, and truth.
The billionaires of this world couldn't help themselves I believe and Putin has allowed them to spunk in my food, even after the evil oaths, etc.
Maybe I'm wrong. But I think reality is darkness, and that's what I feel when trying to tackle the truth/reality. Please help me come to the light.
If I got cancer at this age, I could never be happy, because of the life I've lived, and time I've wasted. I would have a problem with you doing this to me.
It's not a good thing when no one cares. This is the government. THE POLICE. They shouldn't be like this. Someone else has got our country. Wake up people.
If we allow the powerful/rich to dictate our futures, our minds, our feelings, our desires, we will be led into Hell in a way that suits them.
Please people. Please help me get released. The people that have this technology that they have on me, we should all have it, and it should be used.
It should be used with the police, it should be known that it's used with the police, and truth should always prevail.
I think honestly, this technology will get out when I'm dead, but you won't force the people that did this to me to have this technology on them.
Imagine how catastrophic that would be. Their secrets. They're scary evil business devil people. Please understand they're not me.
I want truth in this world. I want nothing but truth. Anything that is a lie is from the devil. Please help me get out of here. I need help now.
If you're one of the people influenced by the people of this world, and have it in your head you certainly are going to be gay...
And you haven't learned from your own true reckoning that it's the wrong thing to do... Please let me explain this.
I'm Alex, you know me. I'm that guy, that you know. If my life is really like this, and my dad is dead, and it's all evil...
I want you people to know they may kill me for saying this/make me commit suicide, but I will try and survive but...
My dad was a gay druggy cunt. If he's dead, I'm supposed to learn from him, and teach my children the right ways to be/think.
Therefore, if I'm teaching my own children to not be gay, I think it's only right that the world get the same lessons from me.
I'm someone unfortunately with a small penis. And my son may have the same. But that's nothing to do with why I'm not being gay.
I think it's pretty clear getting fucked in the ass (for a man) is a very sinful/disgraceful act in God's eyes.
However; I will say this -- if you're going to be a gay, and for some reason are reading this, and believe in God, and are affected by my words...
Please, don't follow the gays that have caused you all to be the way you are today. Be nice. Be a good person, especially if you're gay.
Being a thug/evil person doesn't suit a gay. And that's the truth. It's not a cool/big thing to get fucked in the ass.
If you don't get Jesus in you, if you don't try and believe in His word, His truth, then you may be a very fucked up human.
As a result of this world and the changes it's been through/genius people that have been in control, people are copying all they know as good.
Goodness is Jesus. Remember that. Thug rappers/pop stars are not good. And they're influencing evil into this world. For them.
Of course, it won't look like this to you, and you'll jump to conclusions, finding excuses/reasons to stick up for them.
But maybe if you're like that you don't have a problem and don't need to believe in God, or anything better than this.
Maybe they'll kill me, and like Justin says, he'll be seen as a Saint, and I know that's true, and so do you, even if he's a rapist.
We've grown into this. We've grown away from Jesus. We're growing into darkness and confusion and regret. Take my advice.
Don't be gay, especially if you're not someone with Jesus in you, or the capability to believe in Jesus.
I don't know what they know, or you know, or anyone knows. But if you think I'm looking 'up' to you people, you may be right.
I'm hoping my dad is alive and that my life is a good thing. After expecting it to be for so long, it would be very disheartening if my dad was dead.
People should know we're all limited by the people we idolise. We see them as something we want to be, or should be, or can be.
However; I'm not in this situation like this because of their manipulation. This is me. This is me distressed, worried, and depressed.
The influencers in this world didn't influence me much at all in this life, only Eminem and Dr Dre. And I didn't listen to them much either.
I've been tortured with devil/fake people all my life. They may have manipulated me, and I may tell you I'm ashamed of my human sometimes.
But honestly, that's being self righteous/not understanding things properly. My human is good, and emotions are not us.
I'm telling you; I'm limited. My whole life has had people doing evil things to me/making them look good and furthering themselves.
I don't want to absorb Jesus right now. It will make me vulnerable, and suicidal eventually.
If only someone had enough faith to get this to end. If only I could be me, and speak truth, not designed by celebrities/governments.
I'm appealing to the good in all of you, to get it done, and help me out of this evil evil situation.
If my dad is dead, and the public can see these messages, you must all be in agreement that I have to kill myself/I'm a sacrifice.
I'm relying on humans. I have to, because I am one. I need humans to be good, and anyone that can see what's going on to help me.
The government know I'm at my absolute limit and suicidal thoughts keep coming back to me. And intense feelings I don't want to feel.
I wish someone that could make it happen, would. They do things to control you, they do things that make you happy.
Please.
I will give 90% of the money to charity, straight away, if you help me out of this mess. Please do this for me. It will have a mighty impact.
If my dad is dead, you don't understand how evil of a reality this is for me, my family, my life, my future, it's all evil. Please help me.
I need you people to look within. Without outside influence. Please help me if you can. Please. I just want to be happy.
I'm going to swig some "Flash" which is bleach. Some time soon. Please be ready immediately. Please release me afterwards.
If this is really what you want, this is what you'll get. I'm begging someone to help me before I do this. It's not a game.
I want to think, at least, that the public can't see this information, and I still have a chance to live, if they do.
They're manipulating my feelings very cleverly, with stuff you won't even see. I need someone to help me, someone that sees this.
I really do believe they are trying to kill me. And they are the devil. I need your help. Please, if you see this, help me.
I don't know if humans are dumb, or evil, or both. But I know we can be good, and we can even be saved. But you're proving to be evil.
Please, if you see this, help me. I don't want to drink bleach. Please help me someone. I'm begging for your help. In the highest.
Everyone in this world, even you guys, you don't think it or understand it and refuse to accept it when I tell you; but you're fake.
You're fake because the people you idolise/try to be like are fake. They're liars. You're trusting them, loving them, like they're God.
Please stop this madness. They know I'm suicidal. Please help me. You have to. If you can see this you're the only one that can.
Please.
They're trying to get me to kill myself and you're all in agreement?
What on Earth have they put in your head? How have they deluded you to be so stupid and evil?
Is it because you hate me? Are you blinded by hate? Please, understand, it doesn't need to be like this.
If they ended this, and I was in reality, I assure you, the only person that would hate me is the devil.
Please help me. You have to. You have to help me before I drink bleach. I don't know when this will happen.
But they're driving me over the edge. You don't know how fucked it is right now. How the devils got me.
I need you to understand guys, I really do, that they are smart, and have got you all, in stupid evil states.
You need to wake up and care. Please. You're in positions to care. You can care. Please care.
Every noise you hear from my boiler is them. The clicking noise. And there's more all over this flat.
They've been putting images in my mind all morning when I look out the window. These people are all evil.
Please help me. I beg of you people. I'm at my limit. Please can you help me? I need to be free. Please?
I don't know what you people see me as -- and how you justify this, driving me to my death after all I've been through.
I don't know what Muslim's see me as -- though I'd rather not speak on them, it's disappointing that everyone should see me as a sacrifice for ISIS.
The music prophecy is mostly them. But it's happened. The music we have to listen to, mainstream at least, is keeping you all the way you are.
There's no real lyrics, nothing that promotes God, nothing that truly helps people, it's all stuff that's driving you further into insanity.
Please don't ignore me when I've begged for help like this. Please show me there are good people in this world. It's my fear you're all the same.
I have always respected Muslims, and my casting a spell on some Saudi cunt is probably the biggest blessing they could receive.
I've tried for so long to be the "middleman" but this world is controlled by the devil. And they're keeping it like this because it suits them.
Please don't let me die like this. It's scary because I know how much prayer power I'm putting into myself begging you.
It says to me there is no God, at least, for us, and I am a sacrifice, and I am meant to die, and I am meant to cause change.
But how much of this will be seen by the public? Surely... surely to God it's not seen by them now. Surely someone would be here.
They're demented people and they've got us all like this. I don't have the words yet, but I will after this.
If I survive, you can count on there being change. Only, I know it will be slow progress. They are powerful, and you are the people, that support them.
They are the power of this world. Don't you see? It's all fucked for rich and powerful and famous people. Please guys. Stop this madness. Get me out of here.
To the Saudi King, if you get cancer mate, I'll tell you how it is; I will die before you. And I will die happily.
I think it's sad they've had these moments from me, manipulated/exploited, so they can make me whatever they want.
I have lived up to my own form of righteousness for quite some time. And it's fuelled the fire and enabled them to do this.
I need to stop giving a fuck for evil people that don't give a fuck for me or God. You are not relevant to me, and never will be.
To everyone watching this now; you're clearly a corrupt paki/LGBT member, and it's sad that you're being entertained by evil.
Please guys, you know they're trying to kill me. If you don't, OMG. They're hiding everything they're doing. And this is crazy.
Please don't let this happen. It's been so long. If my dads dead, that's fine, but I need to know, please let me go.
I want to get on with my life. Please stop doing this to me. Please I beg you they're driving me into states.
They know how my mind works and do clicking noises that establish me in hope/faith/opposite feelings.
Please if you're someone good, with Jesus, know I'm not meant to look like this, I should be heigenic, Holy, Godly...
Please don't let them do this to me. I'm begging you guys with everything. I'm going to drink bleach soon.
I need you to get me out of here before that happens. I've had terrible experiences in hospitals, you guys must not have seen.
One time in the hospital, these nurses started talking, and telling me evil things, that my dad was talking before he killed himself, etc.
Please guys. I don't want to lose to the devil. Please don't make me this. I'm begging you. I'm begging you with EVERYTHING.
We're all different people. And unfortunately, my words will affect you all differently to how they should. You are not sane people. You are evil. You need help.
Saudi King, you're looking at a REAL King. Help me in exchange for your reward of 7 virgin wifes. And eternal glory. If not, SUCK MY DICK! NOT LOL!
I tried being friendly with you all and leaving the door open. Maybe I would have even become a Muslim if you were good enough people.
But you've done nothing for me, you clearly want me dead, it's clearly the government trying to kill me.
What are you Saudi people anyway? You created ISIS with America. You create all the terror, and fund it.
It's time to face reality, my friends. Will you join me? Or are you afraid? I think you're very afraid, and have never seen someone so real.
Stop buying weapons from America, and help your people. There's Muslims everywhere with nothing and no hope. Fix it. Cunts.
The truth is, my friends (if you can see this), is the government have been spunking in my food for many years.
And guess what? I got a Saudi with me. A high up Saudi. And I'm treasuring him. He's a fine piece of work that obeys.
As for the Pakistani and Iraqi people they've poisoned me with, they will get the same treatment that Barney got. Only, eternally.
Do your research guys.
You can thank yourselves, your idols, and your governments for cancer in this world. I did not know. They did. They wanted this.
So yeah. I'm gonna be speaking more freely now about Allah/God, but don't pretend to be offended, O great leaders thou art.
You don't believe in God, if you do, you believe only in evolution, and human nature. Does your wife wear a balaclava when you fuck her, Mr Saudi?
I was honestly looking forward to befriending Muslims on a real level, like no other white/black person could do.
However; they have proved to be working with these governments and have spunked in my food. They will pay for this.
It's real devils at the top of the world, no one is good, not even me, but I know how to be, and I would be, if I stayed aware of God.
The sad reality is I can't get through to you people, and you'd let me drink bleach before doing anything. But maybe that's what's required.
Maybe if I record myself doing it, I'll have evidence to show the police, and I can back up in hospital with a video, and my website.
If you really are careless, heartless, and just plain evil like this, continue, by all means. But know; you will pay for this someday.
If anyone is seeing these messages, please leak everything to the public. I want them to know what's going on. They won't get away with this.
Donald Trump, Joe Biden, or any of Obama's team that I mentioned, including Michelle, cannot run for President.
They made me swear the oaths, they made me say the things I've said, so they'd be praised as gay heroes when I'm dead.
They've put sperm in my food and I know it. Tell me; is that what God wants? Do you really believe that?
I can see how you can. We often go with feelings/thoughts we want to/that we like/that are easy.
But it's important to know that sometimes humans can be happy for not good reasons. You should know God.
Muslim's know God. That's why it's sad to see they're in on the sperming my food. I didn't think there would be a gay Muslim!
However; moving on... we know the basic facts of life. But what you people don't get is; I swore REAL oaths and said REAL prayers.
Do not let Donald Trump, any of his family, or any of his team be the faces for evil anymore. They've got you people good.
Elon Musk, Donald Trump, Obama, Justin Bieber, I mean... these are the best people in the world, right?
Do you not see what's going on... are you all blind? Are you all thick? Why can't Muslims have the same goodness as Christians...
I know you see God... but you're blinded by your insecurities of being wrong/irrelevant. Please, let me show you Allah. For real.
I've been a cunt for Putin, I've been a cunt for Boris, I've been a cunt for Donald, I've been a cunt for all of you.
It's time to find me a cunt, so I can make you all... kitties :}
Feel your belief.
Have the faith of God.
Human struggle is not of relevance.
Purify your thoughts.
Stay aware of God.
It's up to you.
Influence yourself.
You don't have it worked out yet, and that's ok.
Be conformed by your intuition, not feelings.
Remind yourself that you have a higher purpose.
Don't let distractions affect you.
Be grateful to God for everything.
There's probably a lot of people that wish they were you.
You are you. And it's up to you to be you the way you want to be.
Remember this is just one world out of many.
You're trying to manage/cope with a situation that you don't know anything about.
You can't approach the Bible knowing you don't have the information they have.
Prepare mentally for anything, and everything.
Don't let other peoples words poison your mind.
Believe and have faith.
This is a natural human state. Many people are like me in the world, especially young people, that fear rejection, and are completely controlled by others opinions.
It's not a good thing when humans are like this. In my case, it's been the devil all the way through my life.
Everyone that knew about this has been fake and a liar that's allowed the devil to destroy me in whatever fucked up what he has/is doing.
I don't need to care about anything, but depending on the energy I'm feeling, it creates the person that I am/how I think, or how I can think.
Alex, you're going to go through a lot of evil. You're going to feel pain, and suffer. But it will be worth it, because it's bringing you to the highest reality.
You're free to be anyone. Your dad is alive, you will see him again in this life.
Listen to God. Feel God. Know God. You can do it anytime.
In less than a second, you can come to a higher awareness.
It's up to you to be happy. That's for you, not for other people. It's a good thing to be happy. Your human wants to feel happy. Let him.
You know if you knew everything that God knows, that we could never understand, you would be happy, no matter what in this life, and it would show.
Other people it seems, don't want you to be happy. But maybe it's completely up to you. It's up to you if you're happy. It's up to you if you drink bleacb.
You're creating the reality that your human feels and thinks words for. You're a self destructive, pessimist, mess, but it doesn't need to be like this.
Your human, the person you are, and feel you are, and know yourself to be, needs to establish a lot of stuff. He needs to wake up.
When you have established reality, which should be the rock that keeps all of us grounded... but when you have established it, you will feel different.
When you feel different, you will be able to think different. Your human is not experienced for this, no one could be.
Think higher. Don't let yourself be distracted by that. Locate what that is. And find the alternative. Come to your senses.
Alex. You can establish what you know, and what is evident. Eminem is someone you know, and this isn't a game, you've lived before.
You can't deny God in your life, you need to stop feeling like it's the devil, because you will make it the devil, they'll think you're evil.
You're creating your reality. And it's up to you how you feel. But know this; all your life they have been watching you and planned this well before your life.
All your life they have been there. There have been cameras in your homes, and everyone you've been around has known what's going on.
Don't focus on the BS. Distractions. Think higher, reality, above the irrelevant shit the devil distracts/torments you with.
No other human in this world has been through this. No one else has been in this situation. You are you. Feel blessed and explore that.
Feel no pressure, feel free. You're not mentally imprisoned, you don't have to be on this computer. But if you are, think about positive things to do/watch/read.
What you're absorbing/filling your mind with, what you believe, how you respond, what you accept, is shaping your feelings and mind.
You are in a state. You're at your lowest. Why get distracted/tormented by things though? When ultimately you know...
Human struggle is irrelevant. And you might as well be happy. For the rest of your life, you could find out negative things and let them affect you in negative ways.
Or you can be understanding and ultimately think more intelligently, clearly, and rightly. It's right to think in reality, with God, is it not?
You are a human, you know that. You don't know anything else other than this world. But you are actually in a position to influence the world.
Don't be controlled by other peoples opinions, but honestly, don't even let yourself be controlled by your natural/instant opinion, based on feelings.
You're in the mindset/your brain is programmed, or wired, or fixed, to respond from how you're feeling. And most of the time you're feeling negative things.
You're under pressure. You are aware of how the devil wants you to think. You have to... train your human to know himself better, and not accuse yourself from past feelings.
You can do anything Alex. You don't have to point out something negative that's spiritual and doesn't affect you. You can make it something else.
You're under pressure, or you're in a situation that no other human has been in yet, and you can have faith, and anything that happens can be a blessing.
This is the reality. They're watching you right now. This is the reality of the world. This is 2023 and you're in this situation.
Whether other people believe in you or not, as anything good, or blessed, or real... what do you believe? And why won't you feel what you're entitled to?
Your dad is alive. Why do you believe your feelings? And why is your mind completely limited by the energies you feel? Your human needs to be trained.
Understand what a false/retarded/misleading emotion is, and how it can trigger thoughts, or the devil. Understand you're trying to get words.
They are not pure emotions, they are from the devil, that you've felt before, and have been checkpointed in your mind.
You are demented, and in evil, in darkness, and pure thoughts only come when you forget about that.
Find what you need. But typing it or saying it in front of everyone is probably not going to let it happen. You need to feel free from their science.
But you can't be. So find a way to change and enable yourself to feel and think differently with them completely in your mind.
The way you talk to yourself needs to change. You need a different tone. Be uplifting, look on the positive side, have the faith you think you know you can.
Being negative towards yourself will make you seem like a negative person, and actually be a negative person, when you know you're not.
You also need to learn to dance in the rain, and detach from the way your mind/feelings are programmed. This phase is the devil, but it's making you billions!
Back to that point; do you believe they are all devil people? The way you're feelings come to you, that's self destruction, that's your human issues/negative issues...
That you have to change, and maybe God is allowing, because you are not being any better. You need to show progress. Show God progress. What happens now matters.
Stay up to date with me! Your honest opinions welcome!
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