OP 12 October, 2024 - 03:51 AM
This is going to be no different.
I want to make this thread because I feel a certain way when typing on these forums, like hackforums, because of the people I "feel" on these forums, but have, by what it seems now, never actually spoken to any of them.
I'm not here to type the usual stuff. I want to clear up about myself, and I don't know about anyone else, that's why I'm clearing up about myself, and telling you people, not just on these forums, that you're being lied to, and the very top people in the world only know the full truth about me, and they will not reveal it.
My whole life was fake, even now is, only, I am aware that I was being spied on/manipulated/tortured/laughed at my whole life now, even by my own family.
I know I am not going to be accepted by everyone, in the ways I hoped or thought I knew everyone did, "accept" me, because I knew they were at least seeing my every feeling/heartbeat for years, and reading my breath, and basically reading my mind. It's been like this for about 7 years now.
I have not changed, at all. The people you saw me speak to on Habbo, yes, I was "like that"? But no one, even in real life, I think, has tried to save me, from whatever the f*ck this is.
Please hear me; I do not know what you yourselves are, that are reading this message, but I know what I am as a human being, and that's someone for years now, that was trying to keep faith in this world, and the very top most loved people of this world, and that I was loved, and blessed and people 100% knew me.
I have been manipulated my whole life, and made to look ways, in total darkness. 99% of my life I've been on my computer.
Nothing you see in my life has been real, I've never had the chance to be who I am. But I know now, none of us ever are. Sure, you can look at a President and think "Wow, that's a powerful intelligent person"
I hate to disappoint you though, but it's people like that, that are aware of what's going on, or what they're putting me through, and still choose to think/feel stuff like that, then they are probably scared and under science, or some very happy sexual person or some shit.
I am disappointed, not just by them, but by humans I've seen, that upset me so much, and don't know what they don't know, and what they can't see, and what I *am scared for you* about what humans, even yourselves, actually are, since I am innocent, and have suffered behind a computer being tortured by God only knows who...
I didn't want to make this thread like this, it was going to be smart. But I don't want to upset myself so I'm going to stop typing. Just know; I'm not lying to you when I say I've comprehended the most powerful/loved people in this world like they were my friends, or even more than that. I am not just saying this as my opinion, it is fact; We are all majorly limited, and they themselves are just actors, and it's very disappointing, and you don't know what you never will, and could never, because you didn't believe, and you could never, because you didn't. You are dumb. It's not worth it for you guys. Tek a brek.
I want to make this thread because I feel a certain way when typing on these forums, like hackforums, because of the people I "feel" on these forums, but have, by what it seems now, never actually spoken to any of them.
I'm not here to type the usual stuff. I want to clear up about myself, and I don't know about anyone else, that's why I'm clearing up about myself, and telling you people, not just on these forums, that you're being lied to, and the very top people in the world only know the full truth about me, and they will not reveal it.
My whole life was fake, even now is, only, I am aware that I was being spied on/manipulated/tortured/laughed at my whole life now, even by my own family.
I know I am not going to be accepted by everyone, in the ways I hoped or thought I knew everyone did, "accept" me, because I knew they were at least seeing my every feeling/heartbeat for years, and reading my breath, and basically reading my mind. It's been like this for about 7 years now.
I have not changed, at all. The people you saw me speak to on Habbo, yes, I was "like that"? But no one, even in real life, I think, has tried to save me, from whatever the f*ck this is.
Please hear me; I do not know what you yourselves are, that are reading this message, but I know what I am as a human being, and that's someone for years now, that was trying to keep faith in this world, and the very top most loved people of this world, and that I was loved, and blessed and people 100% knew me.
I have been manipulated my whole life, and made to look ways, in total darkness. 99% of my life I've been on my computer.
Nothing you see in my life has been real, I've never had the chance to be who I am. But I know now, none of us ever are. Sure, you can look at a President and think "Wow, that's a powerful intelligent person"
I hate to disappoint you though, but it's people like that, that are aware of what's going on, or what they're putting me through, and still choose to think/feel stuff like that, then they are probably scared and under science, or some very happy sexual person or some shit.
I am disappointed, not just by them, but by humans I've seen, that upset me so much, and don't know what they don't know, and what they can't see, and what I *am scared for you* about what humans, even yourselves, actually are, since I am innocent, and have suffered behind a computer being tortured by God only knows who...
I didn't want to make this thread like this, it was going to be smart. But I don't want to upset myself so I'm going to stop typing. Just know; I'm not lying to you when I say I've comprehended the most powerful/loved people in this world like they were my friends, or even more than that. I am not just saying this as my opinion, it is fact; We are all majorly limited, and they themselves are just actors, and it's very disappointing, and you don't know what you never will, and could never, because you didn't believe, and you could never, because you didn't. You are dumb. It's not worth it for you guys. Tek a brek.